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Feeling used
感觉到被利用 
But I'm
但我 
Still missing you
却仍旧想念着你 
And I can't
可我也无法 
See the end of this
看清这结局 
Just wanna feel your kiss
只是想念你的吻 
Against my lips
落在我唇上 
And now all this time
可现在这些事 
Is passing by
都已经过去了 
But I still can't seem to tell you why
但我却仍旧无法告诉你 
It hurts me every time I see you
为什么我的心会这么痛 
Realize how much I need you
当我看见你,意识到我有多么需要你 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱你 
Don't want to, but I can't put
我也不想,但我却没办法 
Nobody else above you
让任何人变得比你更重要 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I want you
我恨我想要你 
You want her, you need her
你想要她,你需要她 
And I'll never be her
但我却永远都无法成为她 
I miss you when I can't sleep
睡不着的时候我在想你 
Or right after coffee
喝完咖啡我在想你 
Or right when I can't eat
吃不下饭的时候我在想你 
I miss you in my front seat
我想你还在我前座的时候 
Still got sand in my sweaters
我们早已忘记了的那些晚上 
From nights we don't remember
那些充满了回忆的物件却还在我身边 
Do you miss me like I miss you? 
你像我想念你一样想我吗? 
Fucked around and got attached to you
找遍四周,终于能够联系上你 
Friends can break your heart too, and
朋友却也能伤透你的心 
I'm always tired but never of you
我经常感到疲惫,却从来不曾因为过你 
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
如果我将你写成你,你不会喜欢这件事 
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
我写下这结局,但你却不会在意这件事 
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
我写了这段,但我从来不在意它 
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
我有这些感觉,你也从来不会在意它们 
Oh oh, keep it on the low
噢,是的,把这些都当成秘密 
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
你仍然爱着我但你的朋友却不知道 
If you wanted me you would just say so
如果你想要你就会直接说 
And if I were you, I would never let me go
如果我是你,我永远不会放开我 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱着你 
Don't want to, but I can't put
我也不想,但我却没办法 
Nobody else above you
让任何人变得比你更重要 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I want you
我恨我想要你 
You want her, you need her
你想要她,你需要她 
And I'll never be her
但我却永远都无法成为她 
I don't mean no harm
我没想过带给你伤害 
I just miss you on my arm
我只是想念你还在我怀抱里的时候 
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼的奏乐刚刚响起 
Caution tape around my heart
警示带就已经在我脑海里圈出了一片空白 
You ever wonder what we could have been? 
你想过我们日后的生活是什么样吗? 
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
你说你不会做但你却真的思考过 
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
向我说谎,与我同床,得到你想要的性爱 
Now all my drinks
然后放任 
and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
我的四维被酒精腐蚀 
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
永远想念着那些我不该想念的人 
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges
有时你得烧掉那座桥 
just to create some distance
才能隔出些距离 
I know that I control my thoughts
我知道我应该控制我的思想, 
and I should stop reminiscing
停止回忆 
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
但我爸爸告诉我能感受是一件好事 
When love and trust are gone
当爱和信任一起离开 
I guess this is moving on
我猜这就是继续前进 
Everyone I do right does me wrong
所有我真诚以待的人都背叛了我 
So every lonely night, I sing this song
所以每个孤独的夜晚,我都唱着这首歌 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱着你 
Don't want to, but I can't put
我也不想,但我却没办法 
Nobody else above you
让任何人变得比你更重要 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I want you
我恨我想要你 
You want her, you need her
你想要她,你需要她 
And I'll never be her
我却永远无法成为她 
All alone I watch you watch her
一直以来我看着你看她 
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
就像她是你唯一见过的女孩 
You don't care you never did
你一点儿都不在乎我 
You don't give a damn about me
你从来都没在乎过我 
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
是的,一直以来我就这样看着你看她 
She's the only thing you've ever seen
她占据了你全部的视野 
How is it you never notice
你怎么会从来都没意识到 
That you are slowly killing me
你正在缓慢地杀死我? 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱着你 
Don't want to, but I can't put
我也不想,但我却没办法 
Nobody else above you
让任何人变得比你更重要 
I hate you I love you
我恨你,我爱你 
I hate that I want you
我恨我想要你 
You want her, you need her
你想要她,你需要她 
And I'll never be her
而我却永远都不会成为她

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